Chromophilia

“ It was love at first sight, at last sight, at ever and ever sight. ”

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Vladimir Nabokov, Lolita (via kinbote)

She knows that the reason you came to her is some girls you were into all left you and then she was just there. If she was the one who would become special for you, you must have been interested in her at least much more than anyone else already when you met her at the first time. It’s you who didn’t even notice her existence for a long time, while she had seen you disappear and reappear when you were terribly crazy about a girl and crashed by her. She had seen you from the beginning, thinking “I like music as much as you do”. If someone is special for you, you are supposed to notice at first glance even in another 200 audiences. Right?

I will write a little further for you, man, if you want. You don’t understand why I always have to think if you want. It’s because you are so young and it scares me if it would hurt me, and at the same time, it makes me feel I can’t bother you because you are so young.
I had been writing a blog in Japanese for two and a half years just before I moved to tumblr. This book was once picked up on his blog by a dude who was reading mine and I was reading his where he was mainly writing poems. It has already passed more than 6 years since when I started that Japanese blog, and passed nearly 4 years here.I read books maybe as little as those who read less than average. Several quotes I posted/reblogged here were from books I actually read, but many were not. Almost all posts are just what I actually experienced.  By the way, when you gain weight, it helps you burn fat to drink lemon water.

I had been writing a blog in Japanese for two and a half years just before I moved to tumblr. This book was once picked up on his blog by a dude who was reading mine and I was reading his where he was mainly writing poems. It has already passed more than 6 years since when I started that Japanese blog, and passed nearly 4 years here.

I read books maybe as little as those who read less than average. Several quotes I posted/reblogged here were from books I actually read, but many were not. Almost all posts are just what I actually experienced. 

By the way, when you gain weight, it helps you burn fat to drink lemon water.
“ And when I say “right” I just mean right for me — like I am fulfilling the story that I want to tell for myself. ”

- Left Brain / Right Brain Knife Fight 
“ Your body has all the intelligence to guide you, protect you, and tell you the difference between right and wrong. Your gut is the most accurate psychic on the planet. The challenge is to connect with the accuracy within. ”

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(via xocarla)

My body was breaking down by falling deep. Is it saying “stop thinking as more than a friend, it’s wrong” or “stop thinking too much, it’s no problem”?

“Flowers are reincarnation. They come out of the earth of our ashes. Nothing else looks so soul-like.”

Ron Sexsmith - Thinking Out Loud
“ I didn’t go to the moon, I went much further- for time is the longest distance between two places. ”

- Tennessee Williams, The Glass Menagerie (via dustandthewind)

Marriage? Oh that. No, that never happened.

wayspo:

I got the strangest email from my ex wife 2 days ago. I’ve been silently processing it, not really knowing what to think. After being married for 4 years, divorced for 1 year, she is going all Mahmoud Ahmadinejad on me — only instead of denying the holocaust, she is denying that the marriage ever happened. In a word, she asked for an annulment. I linked to the wikipedia page, because I didn’t even know what it was.

When I asked her why, she said it was none of my business.

To clarify, I am not writing this as an ex-wife bashing thing. I’m too passive-aggressive-Buddhist-wannabe for that! No, I am sharing this so that you think long and hard before you say, “I Do.” Just think about it, please.

50 years later, the institution of marriage may possibly be completely obsolete. I personally hope so, lest people keep dancing on the stage for a mockery related to marriage forever. It degrades love to a social status.

unypl: “How To Be a Man: A Guide To Style and Behavior For The Modern Gentleman,” by Glenn O’Brien

unypl:

“How To Be a Man: A Guide To Style and Behavior For The Modern Gentleman,” by Glenn O’Brien
tattymendoza: Sixsmith. I climb the steps of the Scot monument every morning and all becomes clear. Wish I could make you see this brightness. Don’t worry, all is well. All is so perfectly, damnably well. I understand now that boundaries between noise and sound are conventions. All boundaries are conventions, waiting to be transcended. One may transcend any convention if only one can first conceive of doing so. Moments like this, I can feel your heart beating as clearly as I feel my own, and I know that separation is an illusion. My life extends far beyond the limitations of me. Just watched this movie.

tattymendoza:

Sixsmith. I climb the steps of the Scot monument every morning and all becomes clear. Wish I could make you see this brightness. Don’t worry, all is well. All is so perfectly, damnably well. I understand now that boundaries between noise and sound are conventions. All boundaries are conventions, waiting to be transcended. One may transcend any convention if only one can first conceive of doing so. Moments like this, I can feel your heart beating as clearly as I feel my own, and I know that separation is an illusion. My life extends far beyond the limitations of me.

Just watched this movie.
poesiegrenadine: I’m so adoring stitching this delicate little melancholyflower.

poesiegrenadine:

I’m so adoring stitching this delicate little melancholyflower.
“ Then the time of exile begins, the endless search for justification, the aimless nostalgia, the most painful, the most heartbreaking question, that of the heart which asks itself: where can I feel at home? ”

- Albert Camus, The Rebel (via riseabovethemadness)

(Source: cliffsalongthesea, via violentkittyhawk)

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wayspo: It’s been awhile since my need for a hug has been so palpable. I just want that raw human contact — the disarming kind that instantly dissolves the tough layers that have slowly surrounded my heart. A good hug can remind you of your humanity, and that you still have a warmth somewhere inside.

wayspo:

It’s been awhile since my need for a hug has been so palpable. I just want that raw human contact — the disarming kind that instantly dissolves the tough layers that have slowly surrounded my heart. A good hug can remind you of your humanity, and that you still have a warmth somewhere inside.

(Source: greenleann)
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